This recent poem of mine says it all about this "kidney stone of a year," analogous to the "kidney stone of a decade I went through in the 1970s.
GOOD RIDDANCE, 2020!
Yes, 2020 was indeed a
“kidney stone of a year,”
most analogous to the
“Doonesbury” cartoon at
the end of 1979 toasting
the end of a
“kidney stone of a decade.”
The Seventies were also a
“kidney stone of a decade”
for me personally,
psychologically,
and in many other ways,
a real letdown from the
heady Sixties that had
preceded it.
But in December, 1979,
on Pearl Harbor Day
to be exact,
I moved to Indianapolis
from Ft. Wayne to take a
job with the State of Indiana
that doubled my income.
“Now, I can drink the way
I really want to!” I eagerly
anticipated; but six months
later I was broke, drunk,
and without a job, but
decided to straggle on
rather than crawl back to
my unrelentingly hostile
parents—surely one of the
few good decisions I made at the
time, a bit of sobriety between
drunkenness that saved my life!
Early in the new century I changed
my life for the extremely better,
with decent employment starting
in September, 2001, when I was
already in my early fifties; then,
in 2004, still broke and anxious
as ever, I noted delightfully that
I was spontaneously not drinking,
and felt good about it.
Further, it wasn’t
that I couldn’t “afford”
to drink.
Earlier,
I couldn’t “afford” to drink
either, and that had never
deterred me. So now,
some twenty years later,
I feel good about myself and
my fortunes; and even though
coronavirus ruled 2020 and
still threatens to rule much of
2021, I see the proverbial
“light at the end of the tunnel,”
despite the cynicism that
remark made repeatedly by
U.S. bigwigs during the
Vietnam War justifiably
engendered. (Inspiring that
famously anonymous
Vietnam. GI to remark
sardonically, “Will the last
GI to leave Vietnam
please turn out the light at
the end of the tunnel?”)
But now 2021 does indeed
approach as I write this
(on December 29, 2020),
and I feel good about myself
and the upcoming new year,
even though we may all be
hurtling at nearly the speed
of light toward hell wedged in like
sardines and trapped within that
fragile legendary handbasket!
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